Just a quick night-before-the-night-we-leave post. I'm in the middle of packing. You know what I'm taking? 10 pairs of socks. Some of those things you wear under your pants.
And maybe a t-shirt, and some cords. But most of all lots of empty space. Lisa Simpson style.
I haven't been overseas in a very long time. I think having no piano will be one of the bigger challenges to my sanity I have had to face in a while, good thing they have piano shops, maybe I will visit the Bosendorfer showroom as Seinfeld's Art Vandelay or AG Pennypackerand test drive their 9 foot concert model. You know. Cause I have the money...
Happy Fun Dynamite times to everyone. Sad I didn't get the chance to catch up with everyone before we leave, but you know. Wish me luck. -Matt
Yesterday I did it. Walking out of the centre, to the car park, and the fifteen minutes trip home, I had a smile so wide I became the cheshire cat as I faded from coles like a faint memory.
That is to say: I'm no longer a coles whore (now I'm only the other kind... hey: a man's gotta eat something)
Add this to the landslide of changes, and for the next few months: -Quitting Coles (those stank ass muthas) -New York (including Simone and fun, and a Julianne cameo) -Turning twenty one -Catching up with my ol' buddy Tori (including a trip to Sydney to see my fam) -Hopefully getting some P's -My Micheal shaped friend coming back from Germany (And I just arranged Singing lessons)
Things may just be a little different around these parts...
Coming down from a freedom buzz, Time to take the reins of these holiday wolves. First things first, is to clean out the lair, am I right? (or maybe it's to turn the pig sty into a lair?)
Sudden news stories like the train crash really get to me. I think its 'cause I'm still in creative writing mode and have an insanely overactive imagination at the moment,
In other news, was that your man, Andy, who they charged?? I only saw a brief news headline about a handbag assault guy being charged...
Stay safe people. And good luck for those still with exams.
Words from the Executioner to Alexander Pearce-The Drones
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Doing poetry homework is tricky when you are a half-caste science student as well. You have to stay up during the day and do real study, and then stand on your head, and drink ginger tea, and spin around in circles while reciting the names of the constellations from both deosil and widdershins (that's sunwise to anti-sunwise to you cowans out there...)..and all this in the dead of night to not get distracted by that fact that you live with your parents whose every word at the present seems to strip the poetry out of life itself and instead fill the world with well-worn paths lined with the impossibility of change.
Here are the beginnings of the latest one:
Homefire:
Currents move along the streams that take in scents
Then were lured and rolling through
Rivers and streams by waters that carried them now
Down through the town.
A flickering whisper along by the water’s edge lit up a man,
His face warmed roundly in lightening dim at the dawn
And I spot him starting a flame.
That is the story that spoke from the rooftop;
I chased him, was running when I saw the lights.
The cause of the fire was known and the burning
It couldn’t be stopped, so just running.
I lost my step at the end of a Bridge, past the blue backed roofs of stone
Across them I heard a murmur:
“And could you make a promise? Swear it, and keep it,
I dare you out with it.” She said
“Learn your skill well, you will need it.”
And they set off through the cold light.
But that was a long time ago:
Now? Wet all day.
Drinking wet.
Come to a pot; kick it along, on the trail where the clean water runs.
It forms easily in puddles and streams that mimic the old rivers
Down the sides of the streets of that town.
The icy winds blow from the east, and have done so for the past season.
It was not normally a place of such cosy clusters in the houses, or of the normal tides.
The normal tides of skidding children now hushed by winter air
To the warmth of the indoor huddles, and the woollen overtones.
I had begun to think of ways to leave, well before they had returned.
They moved now in the strangest of ways.
Feet barely touching the ground as cloth wound over the ankle,
Propelling them forward as upright fish.
“It’s in the rustling,” she thought to herself,
“That we find the answers needed to pass back through this way.”
But this all had been set; they had their wings,
I watched carefully as she arranged her folds so neatly.
And the wanderers had prepared their campsite in the centre of the town.
Asking for nothing of the townsfolk but their square of land.
Then came their point of departure.
When the plans and their dowry went suddenly to the wind in an act of faith.
How swiftly their return could not be judged. As it could not before.
But still their fired burned down to the last twig, burning strong.
(I'm not sure about the title, though its better than this ones previous title, And the end probably needs to be re-worked. My Ron-man tutor guy (who gave us champagne today, and we had chocolate covered muffins) asked me where it came from, and its just a little story about how people seem to be now jet setting all over the place, even if that place is just the other side of town and they actually travel by car, where the "murmering woman" and the "fire-starting man" are taken from the life of our main character, and how when people return we sometimes feel less sure about ourselves, we see their changes more than how they are still ours, and... you sometimes realise that they are not still yours. And maybe they never were. You need to allow some give and take, because at any second they could be gone again.)
Hey All, This is for those who are specifically into the Bobby D man (That includes you Monroe and Ms Rudolf, among others)
What's the plan? I believe the pre-sales will begin soon. We should get our story straight so we get the best seats (and regardless of if I see the man in NY, I don't think I'm going to see him in Sydney with my brother so I definately want to see him here with you guys.)
So, my buddy Gabby Meathrel has asked me to come back from my musical hiatus for one night as a favour to her(My rule was that I wasn't going to play again until I got a singing teacher, so I didn't die..but) So. If anyone is free on friday night and/or wants somewhere to procrastinate while studying (seriously, we could all bring our study notes and sit in a corner before hand if we feel in that way. I will be bringing my trusty rhodes and the art is HOT so come and eat and drink and have a break from all that brain stretching.
Hmm... I needed to write something new for my poetry workshop. So I ate a bowl of strawberries and had freezing toes, then I wrote this, comments/suggestions/submissions for alteration welcome:
Winter Frost:
^
The
master
craftsman
wrought together
his construction Causing
needles to be soldered One by one
in certain fashion In the corner of the
workshop.
Once he had finished it,
He drove it out in the heart of night, to a nearby forest
The master craftsman propped its humble iron frame in place,
And sat it amongst the evergreen giants.
They watched on canonically. He was unsure if they approved,
Yet still he abandoned his creation under their guard.
It sat pining for the leaving behind of metal ancestors
And for the heat of the smith to be lost in the icy dawn,
Would it take on the scents and the call of the soil,
Or rust and crumble away with time, between the tall and strong.
So there it is. As for most poems, this benefits from being read outloud, in particular the first part shaped like a pine tree. For those who don't get it...a small synopsis will be available in a few days.
I'm sorry. But, to quote a crap song I know. how do you do it? I've tried it. This thing where you get involved in life and think that things are all ok. But what if its all a bit dull, and not working out, how you've planned? I've made a lot of plans. I try to keep quiet about them but it doesn't work out much, you see; I'm a big mouth. Most of the time this shit pouring out of my mouth. Like thorns ripping open my mouth and tearing away the skin of my lips. I want to not say it. And once its done I'm like a seventeen-year-old embarassed about coming too quickly. I don't mean to. It makes you want to go clear, just for a bit. Sometimes there is this lungfire. Solid and heavy burning. But when you're a bit dried up from all of that, then, how much clearer can you become? just do this one final thing for me, he said. I couldn't follow his lead. Coming up short. And keep it secret, he said, before taking a hearty puff and dragging his boots, muddied through among the stairs out of dreams. I was still muggy from sleep this all is blurred. I missed out on the dealing. This morning I tried to find the markings. This can’t be they must have errors. I don’t think I can fake this. I tried to paint them on. He came back. I knew where he had been. The reward is already misplaced. can this end? Remember the date I know you could be winning. Don’t look too far back Do this final thing for me, he said.
I asked someone to tell me a story to "chin up": Don't change. He said "I already did", and then he left.
So, After hearing of Twang and her possible housing fortune, I was reminded I had a loose end about a renovation of my own to tie up:
After a dip in the equity of my uni hard work and the marks on my estate to show all coming at once in a horrible market crash(my string of 5/10's that got crammed into a horrible cul-de-sac and me a car trying to reverse out, all in the one week when they should have been giving me feedback for weeks...) Well, I built an additional study into that Flat of Microbiology and got a very pleasing (and so close to the elusive "perfect yet unacheivable high-rise-penthouse ten") 9/10.
Now just a few more to bring my average back to that of someone who is not illiterate and doesn't draw pictures of doughnuts, and bedroom blueprints all over the page.
Wow, actually doing the work really pays off ...sometimes... Maybe I'll be able to get that top-of-the-line H1 80+ Spa that seems just a dream.
Ok, a few things My kimono is overflowing, and soon to be destroyed.
Finally picked up my piano from the cafe. A week and 2 days after its use. We tried to park in front but an ambulance was there (probably an OD in the drug house, you say? I thought so too, but, my jasmine-scented friend, They were just chilling as ambo's do, and waiting from food as provided by the asian restaurants across the street.)
Its sitting in the hallway, looking for a place to call home in the ramshackled house.
You really should scrub all that white stuff off your face.
Haiku time?: Piano unpacked Strings and folded keys apart longing to be played
So, I was supposed to do this online test for coles, "Food Safety & You", about 2 months ago, friday the 28th was the last date, and now I still haven't done it and tonight midnight is the absolute deadline, apparently if I don't do it I have to do it later and won't get paid. I can't for the life of my cherry blossom get the devil to sign in. So I have given up. As if I'm scared (I'm dressed as a samurai waiting to battle the shiny Coles corporate giant ,and the pink robots with my good ol' friend Yoshimi)
The rain today was good though.
I'd tell you more, but, You look more like a pumpkin than ever.
(Answer to todays implied riddle? -Memoirs of a Geisha)
So, I got another 5 out of ten today in microbiology.
This is beyond a joke. (ok, I did hand this one in two hours *before* I got the whole bunch of fives last week, so I didn't know I was working off a losing formula)
But now I'm like half-way through the semester and only now able to fix the error of my ways, Even if a get tens (which actually are technically impossible to get in this class, so we'll make it nines instead) I can get a maximum of seven out of ten. Even if I dod absolutely everything within my power including work as hard as Simone. Why?!!?!
They could have told me beforehand!!
(also, In sexier news, *wink*, went to place for new money making thing, maybe ok, went fairly well. And PRAISE JESUS maybe I can QUIT COLES!!!!! OH GOD I HOPE SO PLEASE MARY MAGDALENE GET OF YOUR SWEET SWEET ASS AND HELP THIS POOR FUCK!!!)
Simone's flute playing was good. I never arranged stuff for flute before.
My piano is a very tricky instrument to record well. I had to take off all the wooden panels, put blankets on the top of it and into the bottom of the cabinet. And aim the mic underneath the keys at the longer strings to get a good sound that wasn't all "rattly" and didn't have that novelty "old upright piano" sound that some tracks have ...I can't think of one right now.
Most fun was doing the "Rude" version I got to use words like minge, and tart, and the chorus is "How the fuck did we do it?" It was really satisfying to get all those swears out.
Mixing is not as fun. I realise now I didn't get an easy, good trumpet take for the middle section. I think I need better microphones though, the sound isn't that great even on the best recordings, and with the gain levels up the sustain pedal creaked so much it sounded like I had three blind mice helping me out.
I just can't wait till we give the song to her. Natalie said I was allowed to take it, change it, and make it mine (properly) once we have given it to her, and take out the corny/sappy lyrics (and probably change the chorus a lot...I've already started working on "my" version)
Free Friday night for some TOMfoolery? For those free friday night, I would highly recommend:
It's my Brother and and I with a pseudonym..how sneaky... We are named after Tom in honour of his future absence.
Myspace page myspace.com/thepestilentmonroehamilton Hopefully some song snippets will be up soon to wet those sonic taste buds...
Food wanted? Come around 6-6.30 Music should start around 8pm, and includes Sarah Eida (you'll like her just wait...check out her music on myspace.com/gardenofeida) and The Portraits (i don't know them) Should be the debut of some new songs, and a few wacky covers. Come chill out. What else would you do, stay asleep in your bedroom? (Jane's Addiction's BDO quote, Danielle, remember?)
See you there. Matt (PS: Setting up a myspace was hard enough the first time...phew...)
So, who else got too drunk last night? Seems to come to mind this morning as an appropriate question. I just came from forcing myself to vomit out any possible remains of vodka from my stomach, so that I wouldn't get more silly at work. (Did you know you could vomit out of your nose?)
When I woke up I thought I was late for work so I jumped out of bed really fast, and then had the shakes for a bit....I never get the shakes.
Drinking honey and hot water so maybe some semblance of a voice comes back to me...I think I ditched my protective fairies last night and let the party goblins creep in a little too much.
Plus side? I woke up with "favourite things" on my fingers so worked it out properly (with the help of the memory of Kate, (thankyou)) ...Its a really sad song when you really listen to it.
So, this is 8.21 the morning after. I actually don't think I feel as horrible as a could, but anyway...I deserve to feel very bad so its kinda cheating.
But, as April the 7th is today not yesterday, I didn't miss out on any EASTER ASS!! So Simone will be coming over for dinner tonight and lots of skin-flicks from the 80s on movie greats
Just doing what I always end up doing on tuesdays...
The one day i don't have work or uni, Its such a strange thing.
Jarvis Cocker turned up in my dream...why I don't know, probably Tom's influence I suspect.
I'm watching "New York Stories", Woody Allen-ish movie from 1989, and Larry David just made a cameo. June is too far away. I<3NY (that didn't really work, whoops, it kinda looks like a fish kissing NY than a heart, oh well...)
I wanted to take photos to reply to kate's sunglasses, but we have no camera at home AAAGGH!!! I guess I'll just have to wait.
This morning was spent learning me some Nina Simone on the piano. That bitch was smokin' hot! Watch the whole way through(the end makes climax take on a whole new meaning)....House of the Rising Sun:
Also, for those who have or haven't heard the "oh, I've just come" story, here is the perpetrating Kate Bush Act:
(I recommend watching the bit from 0.30s to 0.34s over and over...yes, she said what you think she did..hehe)
Also, GAMSAT = Gruelling
I did the GAMSAT on Saturday. I left the house at a freezing 7am and returned at 7 pm. WTF!!! why did it take so..(invokes early whoopi goldberg:) mother fucking god damn long...relentless testing...For those who watched Grey's Anatomy this week, the reason why that woman burnt her hand to avoid the bar exam...If I had have known It would take that long my face would have been under that soup bowl...
Arrived at Monach Clayton at 8.20, Five minutes late.. as if it mattered cause I was waiting outside with the whole mishpuca until quarter to nine, and then the first section (on infuriatingly black and white/one-sided multiple choice questions examining poetry/english etc)began at 9.20. What followed were two essays, around two HOURS worth of breaks, and a science exam all afternoon that ended at 5.14 and involved everthing from dihybrid genetics cross stuff to organic compounds and synthesis of jive turkey things like aldols and then physics and MURDER!!! (sorry..i'll get back to the story...) So then there was the walk across the alien campus..and the bus to the station, and trains (plural), and finally home at 7. At the start of the day, I wasn't sure if I even wanted to do graduate medicine at the end of my course even if I could...at the end of the test I was less sure, but I wanted something to show for my torture...still undecided, but my current plan invovled doing this test twice more (once a year) to keep the option open...
Good thing Damla had invited me to her house that night for a banquet and then weird green apple peace pipe smoking and turkish sit-coms that lasted till the wee hours...
Aah, that kicked my "need to post" urge... (PS: Movie Greats on optus just had a really dirty and disturbing ad for an easter movie night on April 7th called "hot cross buns" where all the movies are gonna be streamy or have nudity/butts... what will these network jerks think of next?)
Hey Everyone, I posted this as a bulletin on myspace, and now, presenting:
Matt + Piano:
If you are free this friday 2nd of Feb, why not come down to the Old Fire Station Cafe Gallery 378 High Street Preston cnr Roseberry ave, for a little piano and me.
It should be fun. Starts at 8pm, and should go for about 45 mins. Then there will be another girl on (Cilla Jane) who plays guitar.
There is a tram that goes very close from Burke st (the one that goes to bundoora), and I should be there early (so come early and hang out/drink/eat something (the cafe is licensed). Preston train station is also nearby.
I should be there from around 6 for hanging out, so don't be strangers... (yep, I'll actually be early this time, and it shoud be less rowdy 'cause it won't be a christmas party...)
Also, for those interested, lemme know if you have a request, I'll see what I can do.
Oh, and If there are people going home by pulic transport, or coming there that way, i might be able to meet you in the city before/ drop you off after by transport and we can hang out before hand and after, and you won't get lost which is a big plus.
Let me know
Peace
(oh, and hopefully my new wurlitzer will have cleared customs and can make it's debut, and it will also be one of the pagan high day sabbats, Imbolc (and Groundhog day?)for our friends in the northern hemisphere, and Lammas for us southerners, should be magick indeed...)
2.31 in the morning on christmas eve. Our christmas tree is some willow sticks my mum bought and arranged in a metallic urn. Kinda strange.
On friday I had my first real solo performance at the Old Fire Station Cafe. I think it went ok, thank you so much to those people who could make it, (and there's a lil' somethin; at the end of the post for those who didn't). There was a little hoo-ha afterwards with a drunk customer near the end of the night, but for the most part the night run very well.
I was supposed to be there at 6 ish. I sent the pianos down around 5, which was good. My Rhodes electric piano (Mk.1 stage 73) and Roland digital piano (RD:170). Paul (brother) set them up as i tried to finish learning/writing lyrics and finilise song choices.
Arrived (way) too late, around 7.20 Aimed to be "on" around 8. Friends were there early. So glad that you guys came and showed up. Huge relief. But I felt bad that you guys had to pay full price when you bought stuff. Next time I'll get there a lot earlier and set up a tab/discount deal for friends.
Setting up the Sounds (for the first time without a pro. Sound guy, unlike Singer Songwriter night the previous friday) was a bit of a challenge. Setting up the Roland across from the Rhodes to allow inter-changeability and dual playing meant I needed two mikes, that were parralel, and they didn't like that, and kept feeding back.
So as to distinguish between covers/doodlings and original songs, I'll provide lists along the way.
Sound check songs : Cloudbusting (a few bars, -Kate Bush), Running Up That Hill (a few bars, -Kate Bush), The Beekeeper (instumental, a few bars, rhodes, -Tori Amos) Space Dog (a few bars, -Tori Amos) How come U don't call me anymore? (roland, intrumental, a few bars, -Prince) aswell as obvious general doodling.
Problem was sorted out and the pianos were sounding right. Perfect volume. I started and Dad turned down the pianos. Too far down for no reason. Damn, I wanted the rhodes louder.
Kept playing anyway. Pressed "Record" on the tape deck attached to the mixing desk. Prayed to piano gods. Didn't want to announce beginning. Began:
Setlist: -Rocket's Tail (a cappella Kate Bush Cover, 'The Sensual World)/Running Up That Hill (Roland rd-170 and Rhodes electric piano, Hounds of Love, -Kate Bush) (medley) -Gone Today (For Jewels) (Original song, Roland RD-170)
Tori Time 1: Siren (Roland, Tori Amos Cover, 'Great Expectations Soundtrack')
-Toxicity (Rhodes, System of a Down Cover, 'Toxicity') -Un-named new song (Grey/White/Christmas/Blue-Jeans/Smoke) (Rhodes, original song, some improv.)
Tori Time 2: -Flying Dutchman (Roland, Tori Amos Cover, 'Little Earthquakes' B-side) -Springtime of His Voodoo (extremely short-cut version due to timing, Roland, Tori Amos cover, 'Boys For Pele')
-Hind Streets (Roland and Rhodes, Original Song)
Needed water in between most songs. I didn't realise singing whole songs in front of people took so much energy, though i might have a very laborious style. I'm used to half-hussed singing along with my piano at home, which can go on for hours but is definately less draining. Good thing I had a water bottle handy.
One more song was allowed, had to think fast. Could have done Cornflake girl as requested, but that was what I played at the end as an "encore" last friday, and the night had already had so much "Tori Time".
-Cloudbusting (Rhodes, Kate Bush Cover 'Hounds of Love')
Show ended. Paused recording device. Thanks and claps and hugs and handshakes and a few hours, a bar/street brawl and a bowl of wedges later, and I was at home in bed, hoping that Grant would be able to take the mini disk recording and put it to mp3 or CD as soon as possible so a could hear what i sounded like.
One hand on each foxy piano.
At Rhodes (in Sepia)
With Simone after show. I got soo sweaty during the playing, sweat was literally dripping off my face. You can see my damp hair in this photo. I had no idea that would happen.
Photos were taken on the night by Natalie Carter, highschool and beyond great friend and photographic genie.
Monk theme song. Its the parent's "it" show of the moment
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Greetings Cyber World.
Been heavily into Joanna Newsom's new album 'Ys' (pronounced 'ees' kinda like 'ease' I believe) lately. Five songs, ranging from around eight to sixteen minutes in length. Worth listening to if you like that sort of thing. The booklet is almost a little novel in itself.
Speaking of novels. I got back my notebook and first chapter the other day. H2A overall, but there was so much extra bad criticism on things that my tutor said in our little interview were fine, good, or didn't even mention, particularly in places that were very similar to what she (exactly) read.
And not just little things like grammer, BIG things like style and such. I think I would have preferred a harsher consulatation (when i could actually do something about it) and less 'new criticism' in my assessment notes. It was almost a shock.
The worst/stupidest thing of all was that she made a huge deal about the fact that i put a footer on the bottom of each page. Said that it was annoying, twice! What if a page got lost? Or detached? Or burnt? Or melted after being doused in water (thats a wicked witch reference just for you, Jody)There are a few other things I'd like to douse with water right about now... (Arts Tutors that is, anyone agree?)
But not my piano. I've been putting in a hard 1/2-to-full hour of scales etc and then at least 1-2 hours of freestylin/song playin/song learnin/ a day aswell. I think I'm actually getting better. I'm not gonna rest until i can satisfy the Grade 8 requirements from my lil' red AMEB book, and even then my plan is to celebrate with some more piano playing...
Had 2 Krispy Kremes from the melbourne central store. Unless they are fresh or microwave-renewed, don't get the weird 'bunt cakey' ones like the Devil's Food or Blueberry ones. I recommend the raspberry filled one instead. Also, the thrill is gone, no more hunting, so I am beginning to remember, they are just donuts.
I also heartily recommend that everyone gives Prince's "Purple Rain" a new listen , and tries to sing the huge sing-y bit at the end, its a lot of fun and gets rid of holiday blues. Now, chin up, back straight, and as loud and high as you can...
(Anyone else feel i should stop ending paragraghs with "..."?)
...gosh. forgot the LJ existed, and i have been procrastinating all by my lonesome. But. Get this: I started my final Editing and Publishing essay this morning at 9:30 am, and finished it at 3:15pm with many breaks, no night cramming, and.. the best part... i have, like, over a week to edit it and make it perfect before it is due.
Actually doing your work, and doing it at daytime, really helps. Stress free SWOT VAC here i come (well, that's if i can finish the first chapter of my writing folio/novel by tonight)...and i'm off///
This morning, right now in fact, the piano man is here. he is tuning my big old gal pal and the bitch sounds lke she's putting up a fight.
I tried dusting her last night, -remind me never to dust (or maybe its to dust more often?) 'cause i was sneezing like a mo' fo'.
Also, last night was birthday night, i know of atleast three people who were having birthdays, real ones, not unbirthdays.
Finally have a workable idea for leeanne's party, its a suprise- just hope it works out.
Oh! and aris was talking about how will is in the rocky horror show at acmi on friday night at around ten. I'm sure if any one wanted to come and watch and dress up they are more that welcome, it would be a good way to end they holidays, like a true sweet transvestite.
The piano guy just moved from weird sounds to playing a song, I LOVE MY PIANO